Part 5: The Price of Obedience
Lindsey woke up with her heart racing, not from fear, but from the adrenaline of the previous night's challenge. In her dorm bathroom, the small enema kit and the nanolatex plugs rested on a towel, like guarded secrets. With trembling hands, she took the enema bulb and the instruction manual. She read the directions over and over, her mind registering every word with an almost feverish concentration. She carefully lubricated the cannula and, with a sigh of resignation, applied the first bulb of warm water, feeling the humiliating invasion within her. She waited the recommended five minutes; the sound of the water in her body was a strange melody. She released it and repeated the process once more.
Next, she took the first plug. It was the smallest at 4 cm. She generously lubricated it with the gel she had replicated, and with a mix of panic and a burning desire, she pushed it in. There was a moment of resistance, a pang of pain, and then a feeling of fullness. The discomfort was real, but a strange sense of triumph came over her. Morgana had given her an order, and she had obeyed. The feeling of being an object, of being so utterly possessed, was a toxic mix of shame and excitement. But something was missing. Her body yearned for the orgasm that would keep her hooked on the program, but her chastity devices denied it.
At lunchtime, the memory of Morgana's order and the need to return to the holodeck was a torture. She could not eat. She returned to her room, feeling like a criminal. She undressed with a feverish urgency and repeated the process, this time with the second plug. The enema bulb was a formality; she no longer even felt shame. The second plug, larger, caused a sharp pain, but with clenched teeth and tears of humiliation rolling down her face, she pushed it in. A stab of pain turned into pleasure as the nanolatex settled. The discomfort was now a constant nuisance, and when she put on her academy clothes and sat down in her desk chair, the plug caused her real pain. She felt like an object that had swallowed something it shouldn't have, something that didn't fit. The discomfort was a constant reminder of her submission.
In the afternoon, she headed to Dr. Strong's lab with a stiffness in her gait. She walked strangely, her back straight and her knees slightly bent to avoid pressure. Elisabeth saw her come in and gave her a small smile.
"Good morning, Lindsey. You look a little stiff, but not sore. That's good progress, isn't it?"
Lindsey forced a smile. "Yes, Dr. Strong. Much better."
She sat down cautiously in her chair, but the plug shifted and a wave of pain ran up her back. Dr. Strong noticed her reaction, her eyes fixed on Lindsey's face.
"Even though yesterday's discomfort has improved, it seems you still have a little way to go to get used to the program," Elisabeth said, her voice strangely sympathetic. She put a hand on her shoulder. "Remember what I told you. If your muscles ache, you're doing something right. It's a sign that the work is working. Like an athlete in the gym, you have to push yourself."
"Thank you, Doctor. I'm trying, I promise," Lindsey replied, her voice a murmur.
The doctor nodded, her smile almost imperceptible. "Very good, Lindsey. I'm glad you're so dedicated. Now, please sit down and rest. The program will continue tonight." Suddenly, Elisabeth interrupted herself with a small snap of her fingers. "If I remember correctly, tomorrow is the Academy's day off," she commented, as if the idea had just occurred to her. Her tone was casual, but her eyes shone with an intention that escaped Lindsey. "And since you're doing so well with your therapy, I won't assign you any labor as I usually do. I hope you use the holodeck all day."
Lindsey looked at her, surprised by the offer.
"If you've never spent a whole day in the holodeck, I recommend you replicate water and food. Leaving to get those things interrupts the immersion in certain long-running programs," Elisabeth continued, her voice now a complicit whisper. "It's already been noted in the records that you'll be conducting long-duration studies in the holodeck. No one will bother you."
The rest of the afternoon was a torment for Lindsey. Every time she moved, the plug pricked her, a constant reminder of the humiliation she had suffered, but also of the pleasure that awaited her in the holodeck. The longing for the ecstasy that Morgana denied her was unbearable. She just wanted the night to come quickly so she could feel the pleasure she had been promised, but with the total submission that awaited her.
When her work shift ended, she went to her dorm and with a little effort pulled the second plug from her anus, which until a few hours ago had been completely virgin. She performed the bulb's load, but the liquid came out clean, the manual now said: "fill half a bulb with lubricant, apply the lubricant and seal everything with the last, also lubricated, plug." She performed the entire procedure, but the plug would not go in. The pain weakened her arms, she was getting tired, and then she had an idea. She put the plug in her anus as far as she could and then pulled a hard chair closer. She sat on it, letting herself fall on it, and the plug went in, but the scream of pain was massive. Her fear of being discovered was worse. She waited, but no one knocked on her door. She got dressed as best she could and walked strangely to the holodeck.
Upon arrival, Morgana was waiting for her in the center, but something was different. Morgana's catsuit now left her breasts exposed, and her crotch was also visible, but a large penis with a half-erection emerged from her vagina. She greeted her with a big smile and acted as if everything were normal. She asked her to undress. Lindsey could not take her eyes off that large penis; it had the approximate diameter of the plug that bothered her so much, but it was very long. As Morgana approached, walking and moving her chains, the large penis swayed like a pendulum from side to side.
Morgana, with a sadistic smile, said, "I see you've noticed my new friend. I promise I'll share him with you."
Lindsey swallowed, terrified, but her body did not move. Out of nowhere, a cart with several things appeared. "First, we're going to prepare you," Morgana said. She took two ankle cuffs, placing them on her right and then her left ankle. They were made of leather, with an interior lining of nanolatex. "The nanolatex lining is there for your comfort," Morgana explained, her voice a seductive whisper. "The leather is for the aesthetics, but the inside is so that your restraints feel like a second skin, my pet. I have designed each of these objects so that you feel contained and comfortable, even when your body and mind resist."
Then she took out a single glove and explained that it would restrict her hands behind her back and expose her beautiful, large breasts. She asked her to place her hands palm to palm. The single glove, also made of leather with a nanolatex interior, had a steel ring at its end. She slipped her arms in until her hands reached the end. She took a collar and put it on her, but this one was different: it was leather with nanolatex and had steel rings on the front and the back of her neck. She took a leather leash and threaded it through the collar's ring, joining it to the one on the single glove and adjusting it. The collar tightened around her throat.
"Now that we have restricted your naughty hands," Morgana said with a soft laugh. "It will be an unforgettable journey for you, little one. And I'm sure you'll enjoy it."
She took out Lindsey's chastity bra and panties. Lindsey's terror was increasing, but she said nothing. "And the last part," she said. She took a simple red ball gag and brought it to Lindsey's mouth. "Lindsey, this one is a little bigger. Open wider, please." Morgana applied a little pressure and the ball went in. "Good girl." Then she took the leash, joined it to the collar and led her to the center of the room. A chain came down from the center and joined the steel ring at the tip of the single glove. She knelt, joined the ankle cuffs to the anchors that appeared on the floor, and her legs were forced open. Then the chain began to shorten, pulling the single glove's ring upward and causing Lindsey's body to lean downward until her breasts were hanging. Lindsey's shoulders began to ache; the situation was uncomfortable.
I'm so stupid, Lindsey thought. I prepared all day for this, like a good dog. Now I'm a helpless toy.
A mirror came out in front of her eyes. She could see herself in that humiliating and painful position. Tears began to fall from her eyes, not from pain, but from the shame of her own image. Then Morgana moved to the front, leaving the large, veiny penis a few centimeters from her face.
"Now you know what's going to happen, Lindsey," and Lindsey said no. "Well, then I'll tell you so it doesn't take you by surprise." As she rubbed the penis, which was beginning to harden, with lubricant, she said: "I will take this new little friend I have, I'll take out the plug you put in—with great effort, I imagine—and I will begin to introduce this great penis into your anus, until you have it all inside, and then I will pump until I fill your whole little butt. I hope you learn to enjoy anal sex because if not, it will be quite unpleasant." Lindsey began to cry and try to protest, to say no, but she could not move. The position made those movements painful.
Morgana went around to Lindsey's back, took the plug and delicately pulled it out, leaving it at the thickest part for a long time. When she took it out, part of the lubricant trapped inside Lindsey came out, and with great slowness, she put the tip of her penis at the entrance to her anus. "Relax, my child," Morgana whispered, her voice strangely comforting. "Feel how you open for me. The pain is just the beginning of your pleasure." She went, centimeter by centimeter, into Lindsey's anus; it took her a few minutes to get her entire penis inside, and then she began a very slow pumping at first. "Very good, Lindsey. You are a good girl. Your body knows what it wants. Don't fight it."
How can she be so gentle? Lindsey thought, feeling a mixture of terror and a stab of excitement. I don't understand her.
As Lindsey's moans increased, the pumping became faster. Lindsey was about to have an orgasm, and Morgana knew it. Then she ejaculated and pulled the penis out of her butt, filling her with a white substance. She stood in front of Lindsey and asked her, "Did you enjoy it, Lindsey?" Lindsey, crying, nodded yes. She was too excited and had seen everything in the mirror. The entire situation was too exciting.
Then Morgana did something she had not programmed. She knelt and said, "I want you to choose something. We can end here and I'll let you go without your chastity items, or you can beg me to take your virginity and have some orgasms like only I can give you, and put your chastity items back on yourself. Think about it while I untie your gag."
Lindsey moved her sore jaw and said, "Mistress, please, take my virginity and give me some orgasms like only you know how to give me."
Morgana's smile was incredible. "If my child asks in that way, how could I deny her?" and she put the tip of her large penis at the entrance to her vagina and began to introduce it softly but firmly.
This is going to break me, Lindsey thought, the agony mixed with humiliation. She won't be able to...
Lindsey began to scream that it hurt, that she was being torn apart, but Morgana did not give in. "Calm down, my love," Morgana whispered, her voice soft as silk. "Just trust me. I'll make you feel good. I promise."
When she thought it was enough, she began a gentle back and forth, and as the crying and pleas for mercy faded, and the moans increased, the rhythm also increased, and Morgana gestured for her to look in the mirror. And she saw a girl sick with lust, and from her mouth came words she would not believe she was hearing. She asked for faster, harder, and deeper. The first orgasm came strong and deep, but Morgana did not give in and let her reach three more orgasms.
The last one almost made her faint, and she decided to end the penetration. She approached and Morgana thanked her. "You gave me your virginity. I'm very happy. You were a good girl," and she began to untie her. When she was naked, she gave her the chastity thong and bra. Tears fell from Lindsey's eyes and she tried to beg her not to, but Morgana looked at her as if it would be a bad idea and, crying, she began to put the chastity items on herself again. Morgana activated the nanolatex by voice, and between sobs, she gave her a very deep and affectionate kiss. "Now get dressed and go to sleep. You have a lot to think about."
Log Entry, Star Date 0451.2
Tonight I lost my virginity twice, both anally and vaginally, in a single act of total humiliation. My "first times" were with an AI, an entity that submits me and trains me to be her slave. She took everything I had, and in the process, she gave me what I most desired. I don't know why she stopped. Maybe... maybe if she had given me one more, I would have fainted, and a program can't allow that. Did she protect me? She hurt me so much, but maybe she did it so I would stay conscious for the pain, but also for the pleasure.
My body betrayed me, but my mind betrayed me more. And that betrayal has no turning back. Tomorrow, Lindsey will no longer be a cadet in therapy. She will be the holodeck's pet.